So I think it has been a little over a year since I have updated this thing. I don't even know anyone is going to read it. But I was in the mood to write, and I came here.
So my first year of college is down. For those of you who don't know, I went back to school for the first time in eight years this last September, and am loving it. I'm taking a specialized version of what I took in University over ten years ago. EEK. Which is a media and communications course. Next semester is going to be a bitch. I have a whole bunch of psychology, and philosophy, even history...which I am not looking forward to. The year after, I have a couple of choices, one is Law, which half the people are telling me I should do, the other half are telling me journalism. And then there is what I was thinking of doing, which is event management. So I'm a little lost as to what to do.
Does anyone know how to set up a blog? Or where? Or if there is a good place to? I was thinking about doing something a long those lines lately. Ive discovered a passion for photography over the past year, and has intensified, since I have taken a course. I'm slowly learning tricks with Photoshop.
Pete and I are still good, thinking about the dreaded M and K words. The house is good, the cat is good. I think everything in this area of my life is just something I don't have to worry about thank god. I have the best man in the world.
I think one of the reasons I haven't written anything on here is Kathleen was one of the last people to comment on a post. And I'm going to miss seeing her name every time I go to the home page of live journal. But life goes on, and she wouldn't want me to dwell. I think about her a lot. I can not even tell you, how much I think about her. There are a lot of things I wish I could tell her.
Oh well, I hope everyone is well.

I hope everyone has a safe, and happy Christmas, and a safe and happy 2009!

stolen from wifey

wishing i was in san diego right now.......
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OK my Christmas consists of this....
Christmas Eve, I open the restaurant at 430am, and work till 1230 or 1, then head home, and finish packing and what not, maybe sleep an hour depending on time. Pete and I then grab a cab and we go to our friends Erin's place, and wait for her boyfriend's parents to come get us, and Ted. We then head back home to our home town.
Once there, we have a nice dinner with my mom, and each get to open one gift, and yada yada.
Possibly go to Lola's for a couple of beers or something, depends on how many people get to go.
Christmas morning, wake up at my mom's do the whole orgy of greed there, open stockings and all that jazz, we then MAYBE do breakfast, but for sure coffee and toast lol.
Then we head off to Pete's grand parent's place, where we go for brunch, another orgy of greed, and a ton of food. We then go back to my mom's place, and sit for an hour or two, go to Pete's dad's place for about an hour. Then we go to my mom's place, then pick up and go to my grandmothers.
There we go though ANOTHER orgy of greed, and a HUGE dinner, where Im pulling my hair out trying to make sure that everyone is supplied with enough food and booze just to keep them from fighting.
After that we head back to my mom's place PACK everything up, then head out to Pete's mom's place, have a night cap and then go to bed, then we wake up in the morning and have yet ANOTHER orgy of greed and a huge breakfast.
Then the girls are apparently going to go boxing day shopping *depending on weather* then go back to Pete's mom's place and have a huge dinner. AGAIN.
The next day sometime in the morning we head back to Ottawa, and I rest for the rest of the day to go back to work for one day, and then have a weekend, and then work one day to have new years day off. then everything is back to normal. ... . sort of lol.

Ok, so I know that not many people read my journal, but at this point Im willing to try anything.
Has anyone ever noticed that bad things happen when good shit has finally come into place?
Pete and I are moving in together, sometime in july, he has bought a house, it's all in his name, but Ill be helping pay for everything. We are just taking a safety preaution on this one. Just in case living together dosent work, but how it wont work? Ive no idea. Since we have lived together on and off for the last 6 months.
But here I am, all happy and stuff, when WHAM! I call my mom on mothers day and boom! She tells me that the night before she had had a mild stoke! and didnt call me cuz she had not wanted to WORRY ME! She also forbid me to go home! WTF is that?
One of my bestest friends is getting married friday, so Im going home for the wedding, so Ill see her then, but that's not the point, what if it's the last time I see her alive? Cuz that's how it went down with my grandfather. He had a mild one, then 2 weeks later BAM on christmas day, he died. So hence my paranoia!
blah...ive no idea what else to babbel about!

Stole this from Miranda, but the result is just FUNNY

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bahahaha! that's funny. When I first saw expressive, I thought it said expensive!

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Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain Who looks damn good in a corset "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

So here I am sitting my pj's reading some friend comments, and thinking about Christmas. This year is going to be interesting. But what totally sucks, is that one of my friends that i see every year when I go home isnt going to be there this year, she is in India. And that makes me sad. Things are totally up in the air about what is going to happen, when Im going to be working and what not. I just dont know how to feel about it this year. I actually have a boyfriend who's going to be around, and we have to make the rounds as a couple. Which is totally weird for me. My best friend is in the same boat...(Erin and Jeff for that matter) and I realize that this is the way things are going to be from here on out, but it's just strange.
Ive bought a couple of gifts, but not many...
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miranda when do you come home?

10 Weird things about me....

1) I am a neat freak in every room of the house but my bed room which looks like a cyclone hit it.
2) I have a REAL half brother out there, that I dont know, but I have like 6 brothers, who are not even related to me by blood, but are family.
3)I have to be listening to harry potter if Im alone to go to sleep.
4)I CAN NOT have any light to sleep, or else I get a migraine.
5)I pick my pizza appart before eating it...take all the toppings off eat them first then tear off the crust and dip it in the remaining sauce, and then eat the rest....
6)I cook chicken in Vanilla extract..
7)My cell phone has to be clean before I use it.
8)I have 22 pairs of shoes, 11 Jackets/coats and about 40 purses.
9)All the women in my family have the same birthmark.
10)my eyes change colour when I cry...from bright blue to a blue green like the bodies of water at the beach close up.

I tag.....Miranda, Janelle, Colby, Scott and Sierra *did 5 cuz I have no idea if Mirnada Meme will see this since she is in India by now...

Thoughts On Radom People
1) My best friend and sounding board. Ive let you down so many times yet you are still there for me when I need you. Ill always want to listen, and always care. I hope you will too...
2) You are one of my oldest friends, and are leaving me in 18 days or so. I can't beleive that we just found each other again, and are not going to be able to see each other for...god...I dont even know how long you are going to be away. You are going to be missed kiddo, so very much. I hope you will all remember us, when you are all famous and stuff.
3)You abandoned me, left me when I needed you most, then come crawling back to yet leave again. Yet Im still here.
4)I envy your talent, I eveny your work, and I wish you could teach me all you know.
5)I don't know if we are even still friends, but I hope we are. I miss our long chats and talking about boys. And Rent.

so Im sitting here, thinking about going to bed since it's already 11pm and I have to work at 9. But I have been thinking about posting here for a while now, and so I thought I might as well post an update.
Im still at the airport, and it's killing me. I hate my job and want out, but Ive been there almost 6 years now, and it's not easy to leave. Even though I hate it as much as I do.
Pete and I are great. I dont know if it is still the Puppy dog stage or what..it's been 4 months. I said the L word...I can't believe I did. But every time I say it, I know it's true. I do love him, and I am not even scared.
We've talked about the future, and the "just in cases'" and we just have fun together. It's hard to leave him to go to work, or just to not see him for long periods of time. It sucks.
I think I want to go see a movie this weekend...the Prestige looks amazing, and I love christian bale.
OKIES I have to sleep.

I need a hug lol.